Since last two- three days i was having a weird feeling as if something bad is going to happen. Neither was I able to eat nor sleep. When I called home they said dad is hospitalized for some prostate problem. For the first time in my life I am feeling so helpless and weak didn't feel like talking to anybody. I know he will be alright after the treatment but I am very scared if anything goes wrong during surgery. Except praying to God i can't do anything, never before in my life I felt so weak. I know this phase will also pass.